Welp, I made it through the heinous day that was Thursday... Just so everyone knows I'm good...I'll post a picture of a flower...with a baby and a puppy (or kitten). I'm sort of glad that I post these things, it shows how dramatic mood swings are, I mean DAMN!! Cheers and raise a glass to the end of the week, and my bleeding
I am so not into being on this earth right now. I'm tired of working, tired of driving, tired of being here, and tired of everything What can I do besides verbalize it? I guess if I knew that if after I was dead I could sit around and watch things happening, I would have the balls to get rid of myself. But I don't know that, and I want to see how things turn out. Is that a reason to live? I'm always leaving things unfinished, should my life be any different? Fuck it I'm proably being too dramatic, but fuck that too...
I am entering data, both on this blog and in a database here. I'm good at it, but I am so wiped from staying up late last night taxes and conan o'brien and gin lead to some decent refunds i guess some data: 'P' is true if and only if P i like the disquotational method
Help me, I am in an endless training session that means nothing to my brain I'm taking in the info and doing the job right, but damn if this stuff isn't clogging up my works... I'm worried about doing well in the class i'm in and all of that artist self-loathing shit. doodles from today's training are all that keep me sane